Falling for someone I can’t get. That seems to be the story of my life. It’s tough, but it is what it is. You know what they say, “you can’t fight love.” Sometimes you just love who you love.

I’ve grown accustomed to it. I guess I’m as comfortable with it as I can get. I get hung up on a girl for a little while, but I eventually get over it, and move on. I mean getting with them is most likely a non-zero chance, but at some point you have to decide whether or not it’s worth spending time on. I’ve probably wasted my time on several, but there are several more that I barely even gave a chance. I mean, for one, I thought they were outta my league. But it doesn’t mean that it’ll never happen. You don’t know that until you try.

So that leads me to Brooke. She’s super cute, pretty, and seems like a good girl. The thing is, I work with her, and I barely know her at all. So am I just fantasizing? Is she worth pursuing? I mean, she no longer has a boyfriend. She’s open game, do I just flirt with her a little bit and find out what it is? Or do I just leave it alone entirely? Are we both just waiting on the other to make a move? I don’t want to jeopardize anything at work, so I guess I’ll just leave it alone. Move onto a different girl. I guess I’m still afraid of commitment. I’m not ready to be hurt so deeply again, so I guess I’m no longer willing to take any risks.