I said I could get over you
I said I could move on
I said so many things, but I ended up proving myself wrong
I thought it would be easy
Getting over you
I swore that I didn’t go in too deep
I promised myself I could stay on the outside looking in
I was convinced I wasn’t over-invested
I was obsessing, but then I wasn’t. But then I was obsessing again.
I looked at other girls and I searched for other prospects
But I kept finding my way back to you
Like it’s just you and me in the world

And that’s just a crazy notion
I haven’t been with you
But I feel like I’ve known you for an eternity
I’d like to get to know you
But I find it hard to speak, I find it hard to breathe
I need to know you, I need to see you, I need to be with you

Is it just a dream? Or can it be reality?
I can’t focus. I see no one but you.
I thought it would be easy
Getting over you
It seems like we’re only friends
But I want more, and I want less
The more I see you, the more I hear from you, the more it pains me
Cause I know you’re someone I can’t ever have
But I can’t remove you from my life
Cause it’ll hurt me deeply if we can’t be friends
So here I am, finding my way back to you

Back to you and back to purgatory
I can’t be with you, but I can’t be without you
You’ll remain the girl of my dreams, but not the girl of my reality
There are other options, there are other opportunities
There’s nothing certain in my life
Except the fact that I want you.
Somehow I’ll find my way back to you
And hopefully you’ll open your eyes and your heart to me

Back to you
I find myself thinking back to you