Disappointment once again
I thought things would be different
Maybe I’d set wrong expectations 
Maybe I’m just a hopeless romantic
Wanting to see the best in every situation
Hoping that things would turn out well
But losing track of what was realistic
Setting myself up to fail

I expected things to turn out differently
So I’m disappointed once again
It seems that’s all I know in life
Trying and trying and trying again
With little to show for it
Finding a win in life seems harder the more you fail

But what can I do but keep moving on?
What can I do to continue forwards?
“Onwards and upwards,” like I’ve been saying
“Keep putting in your best effort”
“One foot in front of the other”
All of this is easy for me to say
But it’s gotten hard to maintain my confidence
Become harder to believe the words I say

What comes next?
Where do I go from here?
What happens when the motivator loses motivation?
What happens when my air of confidence is no longer there?

Disappointment once again
Am I setting myself up to fail?
Do I still got what it takes?
Am I still capable of chasing greatness?
I thought I had the answers
But I only have more questions
What is my value?
How much am I worth?
Can I still do this?
Or am I lower than dirt?

I sincerely thought that I would be blessed
If I only put in the work
But now I’m not so sure
It’s been so long since I’ve seen a win
Please just give me a sign
It could be anything