Category Archives: Poetry

Springtime Lovin’

An ocean breeze
Winds ruffling through the trees
A lark chirps happily
A mourning dove coos
It’s springtime lovin’
A new day dawns
The old has gone, the new has come

Winter comes, winter goes
Spring is here, a season of plenty
The song of beauty
A time for growth, a time for renewal
A time of change, a time of transition

It comes on slowly, taking a second to test the waters
“Too cold,” it says, it’s not yet time
It’s only February
Here for a day or two
But gone quickly
“I’ll give you a taste, but it’s not my time”
“I’ll be back soon, but not now”

March comes, March goes
Spring is here for longer, but not to stay
“It’s not yet time,” it says once again
“I’ll be here for a bit, but I’ll be gone before you know it”
“I can’t stay, they won’t let me”
“But I’ll try”

April comes, “I’m here to stay”
Springtime lovin’
It’s a happy foray
Bird song echoes through the trees
Buds bloom, leaves grow
A season ready for renewal, ready for re-growth

A cleansing of the mind
A cleansing of the soul
It’s springtime lovin’
A new man, a new creation
Rested and restored
Alive and well
I overflow with abundance
I am filled with love, to receive and to give
I give unto thee as spring gave unto me

Spineless

You’re spineless
You have no backbone
Just a jellyfish flapping through the ocean
A bag floating on the breeze
A human doormat letting others walk upon thee
You’re directionless and rudderless
With no star to guide you
A sheep without a shepherd
A nomad without a home
A puppet on a string

“Dance,” they tell you, so dance you do
“Walk,” they tell you, so you do that too
“Sit, stay, roll over, speak,” are commands they give
“Come or go,” but not as you please
Only act when I tell you to act
Do as I say, I’ll guide you down the right path
Muzzle yourself so I don’t have to
Censor yourself for you speak false truths
I know what’s best for you for I am your master
I will guide you cause you’re lost without me

No more I say
I’m done with this
I will live in fear no longer
I am not your bitch
I am my own person
I am greater than this
I live the life I wanna live
For I was meant for better than this
I forge my own path
I find my own way
I am an individual
No more shall I obey
A tyrant, an oppressor, a controller
I will not be manipulated
I will not be suppressed
You’ve stood on my neck for far too long
But I’m there to bite your heel
I will rise up and take what’s mine
My life is my own
I have cut my string
I am a new man
Of my freedom, forever will I sing

CONSISTENCY

Continuing to endure when the going gets tough/
On my shit/
Not making any excuses/
Staying focused/
In tune with where I’m at and where I’m going/
Setting goals—short-term, mid-term, & long-term/
Taking it one step at a time/
Encouraging myself and those around me/
Not letting anything hold me back/
CONFIDENCE/
You are capable of greatness/

Grand Delusions

False realities/
Untruths/
Living a lie/
Full of grand delusions/
Building a fabrication in your mind/

Unwilling to compromise/
Unwilling to face facts/
Inability to accept hard truth/
Failure to fix that which needs fixing/
Can’t ever admit that you’re wrong/

Grand delusions pollute your mind/
Cloud your thinking/
Impair your judgment/
A handcuff that holds you back/
A stranglehold that binds/

Grand delusions—a demon within/
A malevolent spirit/
A nasty train of thought/
Poisons the well/
Entombs your soul/

Living a lie/
Being intentionally blind/
Ignoring that which hurts/
Ignoring any and all advice/
Toxicity and nastiness, we’ll leave you to it/

Grand delusions are ties that bind/
Irrational thoughts, illogical conclusions/
A drain on inner peace/
Failure to accept reality/
Failure to grow, failure to move on/

Stuck in your ways/
Stubborn as can be/
Perpetually in a daze/
Tunnel vision, low visibility/
We tried to help, but it’s gone beyond/

We’ll leave you to it/
Trapped in your mind/
Refusing to accept/
If you want blessings you can’t reap before you sow/
You can’t expect effect without a cause/
There is no change without effort/
You can only heal if you feel the pain/

Sad Boy

Isolated and alone I sat
On my lonesome I was
An outcast—to no one I belonged
No one to claim me as their own

In my silence I was raging
In my mind I was misunderstood
In my heart I was hurting
So desperately alone

Each new day brought on more hardship
Something I didn’t know how to handle
No one ever told me it would be this hard
No one ever told me growing up would hurt this much

I was just a sad boy
Didn’t know where I could find my peace
Just a sad boy trying to find some meaning
Trying to find someone who would accept me for me

An outcast on my own
A sad boy desperately alone
Isolated and misunderstood
Lost and looking for meaning

No one ever told me it would be this hard
No on ever told me that growing up would be this way
I thought that a better life would come another day
But the more I learned, the harder it seemed

The older I got, the more I hurt
The more I hurt, the more I spiraled
The more I spiraled, the more alone I felt
Alone and on my own

A sad boy with nothing to gain
And nothing to lose
A sad boy who wasn’t alone
So many others hurting and crying
So many others feeling the weight of the world
We might be isolated, but we are not alone
We might be misunderstood, but it doesn’t mean we’re not loved

No longer a sad boy
No longer an outcast
No longer a sad boy
No longer unloved